You Should, You Should!


You Should, You Should!
And How It Was Made




You Should, You should! is my first children's book and is scheduled to publish with the wonderful company "Familius" October 15, 2013, in hardback print and digital for kindle.


I've documented the whole process so you can watch it evolve from rough draft to polished manuscript, from raw ugly sketch to colorful painting.  Lucky you also get to hear my worries, fears, excitements, successes, publishing things and learn what it's like to be a completely NEW writer/illustrator.  


Your comments and suggestions along the way have helped me immensely - I can't thank you enough.





Writing / Illustrating Process In Order:

How did I come up with the idea for the story?

I actually was in the midst of severe anxiety, depression, counseling, and studying like crazy about something called "Codependency" (read about codependent symptoms here) which finally explained years of habits and obsessions I couldn't seem to drop, and weaknesses I couldn't seem to overcome.  As the time to consider my Senior Capstone Project approached, I decided to write and illustrate my own children's book.  First I needed a story idea.  Learning to become a person who doesn't eat sleep and breathe for the purpose of pleasing others was my main focus at the time, and I thought of how I rarely lived by choices, I lived by imagined "shoulds."  I thought of how I did anything just so people would like me, even painful and uncomfortable things, all with a smile.  I thought, if only I'd learned this lesson of giving merit to my own wants and feelings as a child, I might have avoided a lot of grief and enjoyed much healthier friendships. Thus, this little story idea was born.




Why a hippo?

I chose a hippo because he's perfectly awkward, yet totally cute.  He's huge.  Eats messy.  Doesn't have hair (much). Not super agile.  A codependent hippo would easily only focus on all these reasons why he's not important enough to be loved unless he's pleasing others. But a confident and healthy hippo would quickly see the asset he is and love being in his own skin. He wouldn't waste a minute comparing his differences with others. He would know it's okay to say how he feels and assert his wants and needs.




Therapy Posts:

While in therapy, and therapy is what inspired this book, I might as well share with you what I learned and how it relates. In case you missed it, the shy, though cute people-pleasing, insecure hippo represents old me (shocker).




4 comments:

  1. Dear Ginny,

    All writers and artists have periods of frustration and need to learn new skills to proceed. I did not learn how to use a computer until 1990 because I needed this skill both for my writing career and for my college teaching job. I also had to learn how to use Google and e-mail.

    Be patient with yourself. You could also try asking your publisher for a little more time. You can also arrange your priorities so that the book You Should comes first.

    Best wishes!

    Janet Heller
    Author of the award-winning book for kids about bullying, How the Moon Regained Her Shape (Sylvan Dell, hardback--2006, paperback--2007, e-book, audio, and Spanish edition--2008, 3rd paperback edition and iPad app--2012)

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    1. Thank you Janet. I forgot to tell you how much I appreciated your comment. It's always helpful to remember I'm not the only struggling author/illustrator! ;)

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  2. Hey Ginny, just wanted you to know that, according to Amazon.com, "You Should, You Should!" shipped today. Apparently I can expect to get it in early November (by boat to Australia then through Customs, hence the wait). Will let you know my impressions once I have it in my hands! It seems a long time since those first few blogs with your pencil sketches. You got there in the end...and will again, with the next book!

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    1. WAY COOL!!! I'm excited to hear!!! Haha you'll be the first out of the country that I know of to order and soon own my book! Be proud. :) I am! And yeah I know... what a ride it has been eh? Thanks for being there. :)

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